DRIVE AND AMBITION

I've gone through so much pain and frustration thus far.  And it's only the beginning of a long journey that I hope I never talk myself out of partaking in.  This blog is part of my journey and I have gone through so much in order to have valuable knowledge to put on here.  This has been the most challenging chapter of my life thus far but it has allowed me to be able to bring you my story in this blog.  I have bled for you.  I have experienced excrutiating inner pain and turmoil and I've had to train myself mentally in order to take the pain and continue on.  One might ask, why the hell would someone put themselves through this.  Good question and I'll answer it in a sec.  The journey is long and it is difficult.  And ya know what, I love it.  The reason why I have endured all this is because the juice is worth the squeeze.  Besides, even though I've had many bad experiences, I learned from every single one of them.  Now, if I go out to a bar, I can get myself invited into anyone's inner-circle.  I say that because I have tested this.  I tested myself by saying that if I can go out 2 consecutive weekends and get myself invited into a group of strangers on all four nights, then it is safe to say that I am pretty proficient at it.  But I will keep testing it................OH CRAP!  I gotta go!