TONIGHT WAS A FAILURE: AT LEAST FOR THE MOST PART

Tonight I was reminded of something very important.  No matter what stands in my way of becoming good at this art: discouragements, teases, failures; i must keep pushing on in pursuit of my goal.  Tonight I went to Barcades (a bar downtown that was HOPPIN!) and I saw a lot of people there that I knew.  At the bar, I made the stupid mistake of reaching for a cherry when I wasn't supposed to so the bartender cut me off from any more alcohol.  So I started walking around looking for Sam and Jordan but I couldn't find them.  While I was walking around I saw a friend of mine with a hott chick I wanted to talk to and, along with the embarassment of being cut off from alcohol, I started to become jealous and think that I am going to become good at this art no matter what it took.  Not just good, but incredible!  I am going to do it!  No matter what it takes I am!  Tonight was a learning experience.  Big deal.  Brush it off soldier.  Signing off.  Cheers.